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Friday, December 10, 2010

the reason WAN MUHD HAFIZ is my soul.. not just my heart.. look at this love..

i dont knw y... i can nver get bored talking bout this guy...

i dont knw y... i can nver stop thinking bout this guy..

i seriously dont knw y.. my heart beat sooooo fast when he called.. 
when i called... 
when we skype.. 
when we talked..
when we just shut our mouth and stare at each other.. *smiled*

he trigger me a lot... in so many way... this guy will never be my boyfriend...
he will only be my soul.. 
my lover.. 
my heart..
my air...
my life...
my reasons for everything.. (not neglecting ALLAH and PROPHET and FAMILY FRIENDS k.. :) )
and insha allah.. im really hoping that he'll be the man of my life.. GOD WILL.. 

i want him to be the imam when i pray...
the 1st guy that i'll look every single morning when i wake up..
the only guy i'll be loyal to for the rest of my life..
the only guy i'll take good care of in everything by everyway possible...

THIS IS HOW MUCH I LOVE U MR... ~

what about this guy that i love so much..?
i wonder too... hahaha

he's hot?? hahahahhahaha maybe.....

but thats not the thing here.. thats just not it....
i can have a lot more hot guy if i want but i choose this man here...
U ARE HOT SYG.. I DIDNT SAY U ARENT.. :)
u are way more special than the other guys...

he's a guy who love to do pornshow for me everytime we skype...
THAT Y HE'S MY GIGOLO...
he knws what kind of kiss i love to ask him to do.. hahahhaa
he hav a super attractive voice that i like... i already told u right? :))
he knws just what i want and what i need...

y im so in love with this guy...
cuz everytime im sad....
im angry,,,
i feel like dying....
what makes me keep on continue breathing is because of this guy...
i want to meet him...
i want to be with him.. idc if thats my first and last chance..
i just wanna be with this man i love...

he made me smile when i cry..
he worries alot more than i do when i'v done stupid things.. :)
and he SOMETIME allow me to do stupid things aswell! XDD

y i am in love with him....

cuz its weird that i keep talking bout him...
its weird that i post on my wall saying things about him...
its weird how my heart beat even when im not with him..
its weird how jealous i am when he's with any other gal...
its weird how i could still smile dispite when im actually angry about smthing.. happnd only when i talk to him..
its weird of how i cud actually forget what i was angry about when im with him..
its weird how i keep wanting to talk to him every single day in every single minutes..
its weird that i cud actually put his pic on my profile pic cuz that nver happnd before..
its weird of how i'v done so mny things i'v never done before just for him...
:')

I'M WEIRD BECAUSE OF U WAN MUHD HAFIZ....

u knw what.. im happy for being weird this way...
thnk u for making me weird like u~ hahahahha
AND GILA!
WAN MUHD HAFIZ IS CRAZY!
u knw what.. love u for being crazy... :)

Friday, December 3, 2010

the.... EXAM...!!!!

today is friday..
DONT FORGET TO GO FOR FRIDAY PRAYER U LAZY PEOPLE.. XDD
mcm la aq rajin sgt kan.. hahaha xpe3.... sedang dalam proses keinsafan... :))

ok.. woke up at... teka la... teka dl...
dah teka lom?? dah?
ok... sapa btul da hebat...

I WOKE UP AT 5.45am!
yes! hahahahhaa who's proud of me.. SAY IT OUT LOUD! hahhahaha
so yeah.. woke up early today....
siap2...mls nak pki make up today.... lol... IM BEAUTIFUL ALREADY anyway.. so biar ar.. hahaha
(but my nose luka.. huhuhu kecian kan3?) jadi xfully beautiful larh.. hahaha

........................................ (lipas begerak2....)................................... ok... jalan sua da....
too lazy to kill... hahaa

ANYWAY............`
left the house and had breakfast with my sis.. WHICH REMINDS ME.!

HUMANS ON EARTH! I GOT AN ANOUNCEMENT TO MAKE!!!!
mix KOKO KRUNCH with MILK anddddddddddddddddddddd HONEY!!!!!!!!! taste awesome!!!!!!!!
feel like im in heavan eating that.. try it k? if u dont.. U DONT LOVE ME... :'(

so b4 exam... we studied.. yeap! we studied thinking skills~ :))
(u got fooled.. theres nothing that any1 can study for thinking skills.. this subject is for u to think.... k? hahahhaha U GOT PUNK'D!)

EXAM TIME.. WUUUUUUUUUU........................

so there was me.. sitting so quietly.... doing my work... all goody2... 
im taking my time here.... no worries hanis.. you got 1 and a half hours here.. take ur time...
answer the 20 questions.. 
slowly look at the watch... SHIT! THERES 30 MINS LEFT!! I GOT 30 QUESTIONS TO GO!! 
ok.. if ya'll still think thats long enough... plz think again...
LETS DO SOME MATHS CALCULATION.... if i only did 20 questions in 1 HOUR.... n theres 30 questions left right? means i need ANOTHER 1 AND A HALF hour to do the other questions! fuck right? I KNW!
then i quickly rush everything! all of the sudden my head which was just riding 100km/h is now moving fast to 180km/h~ in just almost 15 mins.. i answered until no 30..

then.....
i turn the next page.... WTH! WHY IS IT BLANK!!!! WTF! WTF! WTF! WHERES THE OTHER 20 QUESTIONS!!!!
then i turn the 1st page.. look thro the intructions...
which stated...
"answer all the 30 objective questions. the questions consist of 4 choices of A, B, C and D."

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who is it to blame? A DUDE NAME MUHAIMIN~ he mention about thinking skills hav 50 questions.. lol... was my fault too.. cuz i kinda didnt read the instruction.. so.........

LESSON FOR TODAY:
WHEN UR HAVING UR EXAM.. DONT EVER EVER EVER NEGLECT THE INSTRUCTION... 

so yeah... i think i was one of the people who finished early.. hahaha

...................................................what happend in the middle of the exam............................................

"PSSSTTTT....."

then i turnd towards the sound.. it was ***** *******.... just when i looked at her,,... the lecturer who was the 1 who look after us was LOOKING AT ME.... very very =="....
 knw what happend?
THE LECTURER end up walking back to back in between us.. ==" then she stood infront of us...
that was crazy.. ahhahaha
dah lah 1st exam aq... bwt hal btol! hahaha

finished exam... i was talking to my friend..... then...

"the time has stop already! so stop writing!"

"put put (but but) i havent finished darken my ans yet..."

"u should decipline urself! giv me the ans sheet now!"

"haish.. shibal... (and some other curse in korean word)"

that was a dude lecturer n my friend.. Jong chan.. pity him cuz he just darken the 1st 8 questions... hurm.. THE LECTURER SUCK.. Sorry for u jong chan..

then i played pool with jong chan n aisyah n leah... NEED PRACTICE!!! hav to fight some1!!! hahahaa IM GONNA MAKE SURE U LOSE MR! :))