being a lawyer is always what i dream of...
since i was 5...
yeap!!
and now im studying this course..
i thought...
'yes! i finally get what i want!'
but then...
few while after...
it just came to my mind...
hav i ever thought of whether im capable in taking this course?
to study law and become a lawyer...
they should hav :
1) the will to memorise all the act and cases...
2) the power to work hard..
3) strength to nver stop studying and nver get bored looking at tons of books...
4) knw at least how to debate and quick in thinking so that u wont ran out of idea when ur on court...
5) the power to resist bribary cause that always happens..
6) never whine..
7) love the law book...
well...
most of the above is quite hard for me to achieve...
i knw how to debate..
well.. thats what i always do when im with my mom.. XD
but im not that hard working...
i got my brain but im just to lazy to make it work...
i always sometime whine.... 'law is hard!' 'law suck'.. yet.. this is what i want and why am i whining nw??
i always love to go for justice so i guess bribary wont work on me...
so u see...
even if i got the ability to be a lawyer...
i still need to knw the act and all tho stuff involving cause if i dont knw those stuff... even if i do hav ability... any firm wont approve me....
to be a lawyer...
i hav to at least get a 3.0 and above...
now im below that and its hard for me to go up...
and when i say im trying..
im still sitting infront of this laptop and whine about my life...
=="
technology suck somtime...
therefore..
im now wondering...
what will i do if i wont be a lawyer...
what other things im capable of....
lecturer?
but to be a lecturer... i gotta hav experience of being a teacher for few years...
I DONT WANNA BE A TEACHER.. I JUST WANNA BE A LECTURER... does that even make sense?
should i take mascom instead and be in media?
journalism....
tourism....
whoa.... what if someday i become like one of those people who goes around the world and having the time of their life exploring the world and get paid from what they do plus becoming extremely popular??
not to forget successful too! it would be a dream come true!
business??
my maths is ok...
and i love the smell of money!
but im not that good in going around asking people to buy my product and stuff..
MALU lah.....
but if u ask me to go to the office and order people around and just sit down counting money...
then u can count me in!!
singer or actor?? LOL
to be honest..
i thought of this before...
i love singing and acting is quite natural for me...
dispite how i could act infront of people and they dont knw how i actually truely feels inside...
thats acting too ryte? hehe
final choice...
just get married and become a housewife of a billionaire husband...
the problem...
-the husband could be an old man.. =="
-i maybe a second wife or smthing....
-where the hell can i find billionaire??
-i dont even think i could pass when it comes to cooking... but if u say shopping.. then look for me! haha
-i may end up being a slave of the husband knwing that i marry in young age and doesnt hav degree in anything makes me cling on to him more... thats the last thing i want to happen cause the fact that i hav a huge ego makes me feel this way...
these choices are just too hard for me to choose...
cause the thing here is i forever still wanna be a lawyer...
im a lasy bumb who wanna be a lawyer..
yeap..
laugh all u want...
cuz i feel like laughing myself too...
hurh...
tawakal is the only way...
i'll try to work harder...
to make my life better.. insha allah....
:')
