its not always flowery when we're in a relationship with our love one..
we argue..
we laugh.
we cry..
we smile...
we share...
we fight..
and with this..
we cherish every moment that we share with them...
all the pain we've gone through because of them...
all the feeling we don't know exist has been discovered...
and when we start not appreciating that moments we had..
that's when we let go and we don't want to try anymore...
every beautiful moments has become our worst nightmares..
what was once cute has become so ugly we would scoop out our eyes just to not see them...
and what was once love... it turns to hatred...
the one who still wants to held on to that relationship will stand there hoping..
hoping that one day the love one will come back and hold that empty hand..
when we know that won't happen..
it leaves us with a broken heart..
hating what love has turned us to be...
wondering what less in us that they would want to leave...
we cry...
we remember...
we laugh..
we cry again...
and we try to forget everything...
we start finding new love...
hoping that maybe finally.. we'll find ourselves the right one..
the one who would still stand next to you when you push them away...
the one who would not only lend their shoulder, but if they could they'd give them to you just for your comfort when you're at your worst..
the one who will understand you craziness and still keeps up with you..
the one who won't take you for granted..
the one who sees you and only you when you're in a crowd of people..
the one who would make fun of you cause that's how close both of you are..
the one who got immune to you..
the one who would still proudly hold your hand when you look your very worst..
the one who would kiss you when you just woke up in the morning with your sliver..(ewww)
when we found that person..
we won't let them go anymore..
not again...
how?
lets get engaged..
hehehehehe
this is none sense in the end..
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