WAIT...
WHY DO U WANT TO DATE ME ANYWAY... =="
hahhaa
anyway.....
im pretty sure u people wonder...
y the heck do i wanna tell u all this..
but i guess showing off my weakness is my specialties..
NOT THAT IMMA LET U STEP ON MY HEAD IN ANY WAY POSSIBLE..
DREAM ON PEOPLE..:))
ok,....
1st reason for u to not like me is...
i love love love to hang out with guys frends...
im sorry people...
even when we date...
im still gonna hang with my pals..
its not that i dont respect u..
its just that those people r my frnds...
i cant just leave them because of my bf ask me to..
im not the type of girl who wud leave a long time frndship for a guy that i just date..
MAYBE ONLY IF THAT GUY BECOMES MY HUSBAND...
THEN EVERYTHING WILL CHANGE..
Y??
FOR A MUSLIM LIKE ME...
WE LEARNT THE RULES..
IF UR NOT THE SAME RELIGION AS OURS..
THEN GO HOME N STUDY THEM.. NO HARM ON THAT... ITS GOOD FOR U TOO! XD
2nd reason...
i often love to check guys weakness..
=="
how??
by looking at them thoroughly..
by their face...
their outfits...
their behavious..
do they spit...
do they hav nice teeth..
yeah.. EVERYTHING...
im gonna judge them.. (just in my thoughts ofcourse)...
u can call me as an observer..
yeah.. i like that..
im an observer...
i observe people...
hahhaaha
as a conclusion to this...
ur not perfect in my eyes even when i say u are..
faking what i said just to make u happy is another 1 of my specialties.. ;)
frankly.. whats makes u happy is my main priority...
which also means... i still do cares about u..
ok.. this is not helping... whatever..
NEXT!
3rd reason is...
I LOVE TO ASK FOR BREAK UPS..
EVERY SINGLE FREAKING TIMES..
even when i dont want to..
im still going to..
knw what i mean???
hahhaa
ok..
example...
the last few people i date with..
i ask for break ups with them..
end up me being the 1 who's so upset..
im gonna get pissed on my own...
=="
i knw.. im weird.. but thats just a part of me that im trying to figure out myself too..
help me out here..
y do i do that????
hahaha
4th...
if ur not serious in the relationship we had.. IM GONNA CHEAT ON U..
even when ur not cheating on me..
to me..
not being serious in any realationship also means that ur cheating on me..
so what for do i need to let u hav ur own fun..
that bring u to the 5th reason..
I LOVE TO HAV MY OWN REVENGE..
:))
i dont like people waste me like im a rubbish..
as a return..
i'll do the same to them..
:'(
im sorry..
im just too mean..
thats y im telling u all this...
i do it a lot of times..
I MAY REGRET WHAT I'V TOLD U BUT ITS TOO LATE TO BACK OUT NOW..
IM HAVING FUN..
:)
6th reason u dont wanna be with me..
we cant hang out often..
i hav this famly who is kinda protective of me..
JUST ME..
highlight on that..
y did i say this?
am i being prejudist?
IM NOT.
im just by coincidance the cnter of attntion..
which also because i love attention thnk u...
but.. what does that means?
this means... they focus on me...
whatever i do... they look at every steps that i do..
by then.. they'll choose to respect me or not..
n from then..
wait2... do u even knw which 'they' im referring to?
the 'they' are people surrounding..
continue...
eventually....
they judge my parents..
y dont they judge my other 5 siblings??
CUZ THEY ALL ARE PERFECT..
:)
im not joking...
im the 1 who's stuborn..
i made so much mistakes that i myself has gav up counting..
i who always mess around..
who always hav guy frnds...
who honestly the kind of person certain people call WILD..
im not THAT WILD...
but in the small town from where i live..
driving fast is WILD..
hahhaha its funny... seriously.. it is..
so thats y..
parents control me..
they gav me limit to go out..
even when im in cllge now..
living the college life...
they still dont let me out..
im still 9 YEARS OLD in their eyes..
they will be by my side 24/7 if they cud..
since they hav job to handle..
siblings hav their work n class..
im free when they'r busy..
still..
with the tecnology we hav now...
im like a person in chain...
who hav her limit to wherever she goes n whatever she do...
7th reason...
i always pissed people off..
the way i talk sometime kinda rough..
other times sound rude too..
but i hav no intention on that..
maybe since im always this rude to people..
it comes naturally..
still working on that..
so sorry for this 1...
i hav no intention on it actually...
8th..
i hav this irritating rolling eyes..
NATURAL...
hahahahhaa
next...
i likes girls...
:)
dont knw how to explain this..
my previous lover..
he knws my history.. which u people dont need to knw..
since im telling strangers my stories.. hahaa
back to what im saying..
my lover..
he FORBIT me to add pretty girls..
from here... u may knw what im talkng about...
:)
guys tend to get jealous of how i praise girls..
n they cud even think im not straight...
which.. will be a question mark for every1 cuz im not gonna say anything about it..
finally...
its because...
i find nobody is perfect like my dad..
i knw..
every1 hav their own character..
n for sure i dont want to find some1 who's exactly like my dad..
that wud feel like marrying ur own dad..
eckkk..
hahaha
but yeah..
i love comparing..
this blood that running thro my vain is the mix of my parents..
so u knw where i learnt comparing people from..
hahaha
im telling this...
just cuz i want to..
no other reasons..
not to hurt any1's feeling..
but for fun...
:)
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