July cant be any better!

cant believe that without asking, July treated me really well...

lets talk bout 1st of July shall we?

for those who's just too lazy to check the calender when is the 1st of July...

then i'll let u knw!

Its Friday.. Friday.... kickin' up on Friday! lol....

anyway....

its the 1st week of class....

and i already skip a lot of classes... =="

what a way to begin my very last sem...

mana azam hanis tue??? mana??????? 

ok.... emosi di situ....

annnnyway.....

i was later for class that day....

skipped the 1st class...

and i have 2 hours break...

then i have another 2 class...

was great!!

seriously... studying was AWESOME!! XDDD

*cant u feel the sarcasm? lol

wore a purple dress that day...

of all the days ryte?

n i choose friday.... FRIDAY PRAYER day.... to wear those kind of outfit!

tahniah lah hanis! ambek mue tawau!

soooooo...

wnt for my math class and i got a compliment from few of my frnds..

they asked me why am i wearing so fromal today...

without second thoughts... i simply say...

'cause i have a blind date today! WAHAHAHAHHAHHAA'

yeah.. that laughter has cause me humiliation...

surprisingly...

my mouth was salty! ==" (masin mulut ku)

i did went on a date that day...

a date with the guy i'v nver met before and finally gonna meet!

he just arrived kl a day before and the next day...

he went to sunway pyramid!

I KNW RIGHT?????? WHAT A COINCIDENCE!

actually.. it wasnt really a coincidence.. kehkehkeh...

i told him the only place i cud go was SP... so take it or leave it! haha

went back to Shah Alam to meet my sis...

and then drve back to subang....

when i knw that i finally gonna really actually meet him....

i was FUCKING FREAKING OUT! 

seriously i was clueless... i didnt knw what to do..!

so the only person came to my thoughts was... HUMAIRA YAKOB!

hahaha

i called her...

and randomly asked her out....

and randomly went to her house and barged into her room as if that room was mine!

cause i wanna pee so badly time tue... 

lol...

after i finished my ehem... *blush

i sat on the chair feeling so blank... empty...

IM STILL FREAKING OUT HERE!! 

too my make up bag and start adding on make up... 

and i kept asking maia...

'maia.. i think im ugly.. '

'maia!! why am i so ugly!!'

'maia! what shud i do!! i dont feel pretty!'

'maia! is this how i smile??'

'maia! should i smile this way instead??'

that when on for half an hour.. =="

it gets to maia's boiling point that finally make her say something that shut me up at once...

'hanis... u better shut ur mouth or else imma slap u! u look fine!!!! come on la....'

=="

she's creepy....

hahaha

but i FUCKING LOVE HER FUCKING MUCH LIKE FUCKING REALLY!

so after a while...

we were done...

that guy in the other hand was being as helpful as he is by making me more panic!

all he did was kept calling me every time he cud asking me where i am and making me more nervous which cause me to sweat none stop(not really la... tambah2 jak nie..) that make my heart beat like dupdapdupdapdupdap rather than dup darap dap dup dap.. durup darap dap dup dap... 

well... u get the rhythm ryte? hehe

went to SP..

pray to god that i'll be fine.. 

hand was freaking cold but my head was sweating as hell...

he called again...

and finally...

after playing hide and seek...

seeing who's gonna win...

he won... he found me....

he was actually on the phone with me...

walking further behind....

following and wants to surprise me BUT! 

maia spotted him and he's intention failed...

:) 

so yeah.. 

we met...

the 1st thing that came to my mouth when i saw him was..

me telling maia..' i love his eyes... their shiny...'

lol...

we walked to starbucks..

drank hot choc...

chit chat....

well..

more like me talking to a wall...

haahaa

he was sooooo silent...

he didnt talk much like he always does..

he just sits beside me...

looking at me...

and smile..

laugh when its funny...

and kept pulling down my skirts cause of the length.. kehkehkeh...

i like the way he laugh...

his smile....

and i love the way he looked at me...

the time when he put his head on my shoulder...

everything seems too good to be true...
am i in love?
lol

we left that place...
not knwing when will be the time that we'll ever meet again...
we hugged and left...

i love this guy...
but his feelings towards me is unclear...
im always left in the blank when it comes to him...