they live all their life just for us..

i'm sure in every family, there's always argument between parents and child, right?

there's always something or some part of their talk that we disagree about..

whenever they give advises that might sound a little harsh or hurtful but its the truth, we looked the other way and make those irritated face...

whenever they say something, we talked back cause we have that urge to do so, cause we thought we were right, we thought they don't understand us...

there's always those time when you want to go out and they say no straight away without mercy..

have we ever realize?

that our parents never hoped for any argument to happened?

all those talks they gave are for us to be better?

how hurt they felt when you look away cause what they hope for was for you to listen and to know what's best?

how sad they were cause they never taught you to be rude, where did you learnt that from??

that they know that you are not mature enough to go out on your own and they're scared that you'll get influenced by you friends?

maybe some of you did thought of all this reasons before..

i thought of it as well..

yet sometimes, i did neglect what my brain told me and i follow what my feelings asked me to do..

to be mad..

ego increased...

hatred occurred...

all the above feelings are mixed together..

how i'm ashamed...

how stupid i was...

all the sweat that runs through their body.... who is it for?
all the money the earned.. who is it for??
all the things they did... who is it for???

we sweat ourselves finishing all their money while they sweat working their ass off for us...

not all children are like what i mention now...
but don't deny that most of us are the same....
we disobey...

now we should start open or eyes wide..
notice them,
notice their silent tears,
notice how weak they have become,
notice that they held back how they felt thousand times more handling us with all our whines,
notice that we should now change for them...

its our turn to think of them now,
let them feel at ease..
for their sake...

do that if you really love them..